Feeling gloomy under the warmth of the sun...

Si sunshine....

Ikaw ang sunshine ko diba? You make me happy... you make me smile... you make my day complete... you have the power to make my heart skip a beat... I see you more often now... I can talk to you again... sometimes we're barely inches away from each other. Di ba i should be happy with the things given to me through you?... but there's this gloom I feel whenever you are around. I want to escape your warmth and go to the coldness of the dark.

Knowing where you stand

You won't get hurt when you know where you stand... because there's no expectations... no wanting... no waiting... nothing. But even though there's just nothing... there must be something. Like in zero... di naman talaga wala yung value e... kasi may negative numbers...I know where I stand... there should be nothing... but nothing could be something. On the contrary something could also mean nothing.

Candle

I like the metaphor of people being a candle... The more they give of themselves... the more they are consumed with the things that takes most of their time, effort, strength, money and even life... the more they have served their purpose. I am a candle and I wanna burn forever for my Master.

gotta have FAITH!!!

Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.

Hebrews 11:1

I am starting this blog with a leap of faith.

I have long wanted to write about the landmarks of God’s goodness in my life and I believe that He indeed has appointed the time now.

I have exactly 2 more days to go before August; the month I both dreaded and waited to come.

Why?

It is because this month will most likely change my life for the next 2 years or so.

August will be the sum of all the miracles God has made and continue to make in these past months.

August will also be the start of God’s chain of miracles to come.

And yet I sometimes feel scared for it to be so near, because thing might not be what I expect or other people expect it to bring.

Tension of opposite tug at my heartstrings…

So I need Your GRACE to give me FAITH

Gotta have FAITH!

I would have never reached this far in the selection process it was not for YOU!

So like Jacob and Paul, I pray that You would bless me according to Your will and purpose.

I’m holding on to You; helpless and hopeless if You keep Your face and grace from me.

Let me be worthy of Your gospel and give me the grace to be found satisfied in You alone.